Thursday, May 13, 2010

Internal Reflection


No expression. Just a blank stare. Drifting into darkness. A picture represents a thousand words? What does this represent to you? Currently.. and Often, this represents how i feel internally. I just can't win. No matter the game. I may win the battles here and there, but I NEVER win the War. It's not a great feeling at all. I get so sick and tired of people saying whatever they feel and doing whatever they want and it's "ok". No repercussions for them. And then there's ME. If I do anything.. whether it's show any emotion or rather none at all.. I need to "chill out" or I'm "wrong". Fuck That. Yes I said it. I don't care anymore how you think or feel. I have compromised myself my entire life to the suitings of you and for what? You aren't my king. You aren't my queen. You aren't my GOD. I will admit internally my spirit has been broken. I just don't hope for things anymore because disappointment is always lingering behind. Of course, I expect ppl to take this the wrong way because that's what they do. And you know what.. it's perfectly fine with me. I know EXACTLY what i mean. I don't have faith in people. I don't think highly of them nor have anything good to say of them. Yes, it is truly that bad and I find it sad. I know why I feel this way and man if I could change it. I definitely would. But Life is not like an electronic... it DOESN'T have a RESET button. Noone will probably read this, which is nothing new. Noone pays me any mind anyway. I'm accustomed to these things, but that won't stop me at all from expressing myself. I'm a GREAT person and there is no reason that I should reflect this photo. I should get what I deserve right? Too bad that doesn't happen in this world. Nice ones finish last.... In the end, God will have me. So Fuck you and yours with No expression. A blank stare. Drifting.....

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

I'm More than Just an Option... SPOKEN WORDS

...I'm more than Just an Option...
...I refuse to be forgotten...
...I took a Chance with MY heart...
...And I feel it taking over...

.....I'm more than just a number.....
.....I doubt you'll find another.....
.....So every single summer.....
.....I'll be the one that you remember.....

.......It's more than just a mission.......
.......You hear but you don't listen.......
.......You better pay attention.......
.......And get what you've been missing.......

.........Too Many times I've been wrong.........
.........I guess being right takes too long.........
.........I'm done waiting there's nothing left to do.........
.........But give all I have to you.........

...........I BET IF I GIVE ALL MY LOVE...........
...........THEN NOTHING'S GONNA TEAR US APART...........

Monday, May 10, 2010

Who you know like Hov???

Why Don't You Love Me??

Bey.. you took the words right from my heart... literally. The concept for this video is classic. Not only does it reflect the lyrics, but it goes a step further... a step further into the emotion... my emotion. #sub


Addiction Spolight: Shoes



"Balenciaga's only thing I be steppin' in"- Nicki Minaj
I'm glad someone else recognizes those works of art. I've seen several of Cristóbal Balenciaga's that I would love to have adorn my feet. These are a pair ;-) (Spring 2010 Collection)

True Blue....

Cassie does it again. Love her.

RIP Lena Horne

A Groundbreaker for African-Americans. A Devoted Entertainer. A Music Legend......

Lena Mary Calhoun Horne

Sunrise: 6-30-1917 /

Sunset: 5-10-10










One of My favorites...."Believe in yourself... as I.. Believe.. in You"- words from Lena Horne