Internal Reflection

No expression. Just a blank stare. Drifting into darkness. A picture represents a thousand words? What does this represent to you? Currently.. and Often, this represents how i feel internally. I just can't win. No matter the game. I may win the battles here and there, but I NEVER win the War. It's not a great feeling at all. I get so sick and tired of people saying whatever they feel and doing whatever they want and it's "ok". No repercussions for them. And then there's ME. If I do anything.. whether it's show any emotion or rather none at all.. I need to "chill out" or I'm "wrong". Fuck That. Yes I said it. I don't care anymore how you think or feel. I have compromised myself my entire life to the suitings of you and for what? You aren't my king. You aren't my queen. You aren't my GOD. I will admit internally my spirit has been broken. I just don't hope for things anymore because disappointment is always lingering behind. Of course, I expect ppl to take this the wrong way because that's what they do. And you know what.. it's perfectly fine with me. I know EXACTLY what i mean. I don't have faith in people. I don't think highly of them nor have anything good to say of them. Yes, it is truly that bad and I find it sad. I know why I feel this way and man if I could change it. I definitely would. But Life is not like an electronic... it DOESN'T have a RESET button. Noone will probably read this, which is nothing new. Noone pays me any mind anyway. I'm accustomed to these things, but that won't stop me at all from expressing myself. I'm a GREAT person and there is no reason that I should reflect this photo. I should get what I deserve right? Too bad that doesn't happen in this world. Nice ones finish last.... In the end, God will have me. So Fuck you and yours with No expression. A blank stare. Drifting.....