Let's talk $$$.....

Food for thought....

Now... I LOVE $$$. And although.. dealing with $$$ & equity is what my job entails...for some reason it has been brought up in my conversations today un-work related.

Someone asked what makes me happy? Me not giving a straight forward answer.... i simply said Hov LLS and $$$. They didn't get the gist.

Someone significantly close to my heart mentioned how "broke" they were at the current time (quite the opposite a few years ago).... then later mentioned a call they just received about meeting with a rep. of Atlantic Records today ... Obviously... their eyes and speech bled $$$.

Surprisingly, from these two instances, so weird "$$$Right" by Musiq just came on randomnly on the playlist... hmmmm I have put deeper thought into this. $$$ is the root of all evil ?? so they say... but it seems to be the very thing that everyone loves. Unfortunately.... I have noticed that with myself (personal experiences) and others.. $$$ has brought jealousy amongst closest.... ruined friendships and relationships... and most of all... brought problems between ppl that you could never imagine. Yet... it's what we seek every day. Sure we need it for our daily being... but what is really instilled in our minds?

I'll admit... I don't want to be one of those women who look up at 40 and all she has is her career ... no husband... no family... no friends. No no.. I don't want to be one of those... but the idea of me living "Comfortably" drives me to heights at the greatest. Unfortunately... along the way..... ppl are rearing their ugly head.

In the words of... "Ricky Rozay"......

"I'm thinking $$$... everyday I'm thinkin $$$.....I bust a nut.. Then I'm back to thinkin $$$" .... In my case.. that EXACT statement is completely true hey i'll admit it

However... in the back of my mind everytime... I think... One day....there has got to be more than this??.... It's got to be...... "I don't know why I'm... so high I'm.. so high I'm... so High... High off the life..."- Hov

Orgasmic....

I LOVE this song....
It does something to me....
It is constantly on repeat......

I'LL POUR A GALLON OF GASOLINE ON MY HEART TO LIGHT YOUR CIGARETTE......

Honorable quote of the Night....

"That is a game...I refuse to play...."

"I know you can come better...can come better than that..."

I can't fault anyone but myself on these bouts with you.....

Pause.... sn: RIP Aaliyah

Up......

What is the cd playing in the background!??? (in the beginning) Whatever it is I NEED to get it. Now that I think about it...f**kin 'round wit Wiz...It might be a mix cd :-/ *shrugs

Weekend Chillin.....

It's a beautiful day this Saturday... However after running "errands" this morning and exhausted from the encounters of the Fraudulent ppl in my life which was brought to light...Idk why ppl insult my intelligence...I know more than you think I do.. including the Bullshit you try to pull on me I am beat. So i'm just relaxing. Hope the rest of my true people enjoy their weekend :-)

I was going to post another vid/pic... but then i ran across this. #REMARKABLE. Hov 'Ye and Nick' on one stage...I've would've lost it.....

Top of the Morning....Here, My Dear

Usually i don't post this early (probably bc I'm busy at work lol) but today i took a few minutes out to post this. I ABSOLUTELY LOVE Marvin's music... and this song is just how I'm feelin this morning. The lyrics yes.... But more of the music.....


So for you... Here, My Dear pun intended

Until next post.... Have a great day everyone....

Dirt....

I originally was going to do my first blog of the day about something else.. but instead.. it was deterred. This goes out to someone important in my life… simply because of the received spoken words (text):

“Fu*k dem ni**az always wanna pop up out the blue n wanna see u on their time bug you are worth anyone’s full attention not only are u beautiful but just ur personality shits on anyone I know… don’t let them nig**az make you feel otherwise”

For that alone.. I thank you for thinking such a way about me. I can’t really express the feeling exactly…but from the bottom of my heart….. THANKS

9 Years later.....

In Lieu of the Sept. 11, 2001 attacks... It's only right i post this song. As much as I try to black those thoughts out of mind...(today and by working so close to the pentagon now)...I think about constantly every time I pass it...Where I was...and the phone call I had later with a devastated friend when they couldn't find her dad's body (in the pentagon)...then the conversation with her mom...still rips me to pieces to this day. I can't look at pictures or anything from that day. It was a rough time for everyone...but SPECIFICALLY...a rough time for the ppl who were there and the fallen as a result. This song still gives me chills and by far the best remake with a multi collab ever [{2nd Lady marmalade}... We are the World remake was HORRID .] They all joined together to pay tribute to the victims and families of 9/11 ...till this day..we still ask...What's goin on??

Say Yeah..... Good Dank... Taylor....

I soooo meant to post this yesterday.. but i was exhausted ( ahh...life of a working woman)... Anywho... yesterday was Wiz Khalifa's bday and he turned 23... hmmm same age...{indecent thoughts} Happy Belated Wiz!

To all my hardworkers.....

To all my hard workers....Let's enjoy this day off and live it up..or......rest it up. Which ever you prefer...


"Get off work...Right back to work Again"- Black Thought/The Roots

Real Life....

Guess LOVE...LOYALTY... and MORALS are all on this tip lately...................................

Day 30 (of 30 days)- Fav. Song this time Last Year

Whew... I'm finally finished. Took me long enough damn. But i made it. I guess it's safe to say (without too much thought)...my fav song this time last year
was.....

"D.O.A."- Hov

This ain't politically correct...this might offend my political connects...



Till next time.....

Day 29 (of 30 days) - Song from your childhood

Idk why this song popped in my head first when i thought of my childhood....

Memories of rollin down the street in Southeast (DC) {23rd & Southern} jammin....

Day 28 (of 30 days)- Song that makes you feel guilty

I'd rather not say......

*side eye

Day 27 (of 30 days)- song you wish you could play

I wish i could play this song.... I'd have some GREAT alternate lyrics to it...

Click here for the tutorial

*sigh for Personal Reasons...

Day 26 (of 30 days)- Song you can play on an instrument

I can play this on the piano....one of the only full songs really lol {besides "Lean on Me"} ...#shrugs

Day 25 (of 30 days)- Song that makes you laugh

This song is PURE FOOLERY & coonery at it's finest... smh

Unfortunately....some of the lyrics...and especially that damn video..makes me giggle lls #don'tjudgeme

Day 24 (of 30 days)- Song you want played at your funeral

I don't even want to fathom the thought....moving right along....

Day 23 (of 30 days)- Song you want to play at your wedding

I'm NOT getting married

Carry On....

Day 22 (of 30 days)- Song that you listen to when you're sad

Dear God....I'm trying hard to reach you....

Dear God.....I see your face in all..I Do......

Sometimes... it's so hard to believe it......

But God....I know you have your reasons...........

Day 21 (of 30 days)- song that you listen to when you're happy

It's the way you...it's the way...you...Make me feel...

You know you are special...i bet you were born in the sky ♥

Day 20 (of 30 days)- Song that you listen to when you're angry

I won't go into detail about my anger... -_-

I'm sittin here in my living room...It's almost noon....

Day 19 (of 30 Days)- Song from my favorite album

.......Blueprint two homie..follow the move..you put on two tube socks.. you couldn't walk in my shoes.......

Day 18 of (30 days)- Song I wish I heard on the radio

Shit...might as well pick up where i left off. lol. Anyway...I wish they played SPITTA! (curren$y) on the radio... they be sleepin on him HARD....

Seen fools blow up and blow it #LOWKEY

...Jets....Ni$$a...

W.T.F..... sn: Labor Day

OH.EM.GEE. I cannot believe I took an entire month off from Blogging... Was the world getting to me that much? sheesh. Last post July 29.. what the hell. Well...It's Labor Day and i'm off today for the holiday...sooo....I guess i'll catch up on a few things